The light that once guided me has gone out. The darkness engulfs me. Something so familiar, yet hoping would never see again. Lonely, full of despair, it darkens your heart and soul. You become consumed, almost addicted to its pain. Wondering around the infinite light, needing, wanting the light that shown so bright, but knowing it will never again be found. The pain that pierces my heart with every day that goes by. Knowing that never again will I see. My heart frozen over, cold and black. Holding back the tears, putting on a smile. Wanting to scream, letting it all out.Wanting someone to end my existance. Wanting to die,every second, every minute, every hour of every day. Knowing the world would be a better place. The courage to end my own escapes. The darkness traps me everywhere I go. Brings me to my knees and makes me beg for death, yet keeps it from my reach. Please let me die, please let my sould drift to the bowels of hell. My mind, on the point of breaking. Going mad, wanting the pitchblack to end. Let my life go, let my heart beat no more. I beg for my death everyday, please let it be. Death heals all pain, please let it heal mine. Goth is the darkness, I am the prisoner.